Fam, it was just one of those day’s last night…wait!, it seems as if it’s been one of those day’s every weekend…. what is going on here?! I don’t like this. I just couldn’t figure it out why I felt the way that I’ve been feeling every single weekend…this is a time that should be of delight. So, I had to cry out to God in writing with tears…
“I have a confession Lord, I am confused as to why I feel the way I do today? You have been so faithful to me daily.When the weekend comes I always feel alone. I can’t speak, my heart becomes heavy, my mind trys to figure out how to move forward, how to do what is right, the why’s, the when’s, the how’s of my life … get discouraged because all I can see is what I’ve been through, the hurts the disappointments, and when I feel like venting, I can’t because there isn’t anyone who’d listen… anyone to trust… so I’m left with the pain inside and the word’s just won’t come out. Why Lord, do I feel alone?, when I KNOW that I’m not alone, why do I feel as though I haven’t progressed or haven’t done anything worthwhile? #Speak2myheart I need to hear from you.”
This pain’s me to feel this way, and I can’t gone like this…not knowing why my spirit would seem gloomy, lonely and unsure of where I’m heading. (This AIN’T right).
GOD in His amazing holy awesomeness speak to me right away and His word says…
1st this happened:
Praise the Lord! 🙂 I opened up my book of prayers and I found a note and it read
“You’re almost there, What God is giving you requires preparation, focus, commitment and patience”. All I can say is #LeadOnLord Your will be done! #Heisquick #INpreparation #MovIngForward #headingintherightdirection 🙂
Then I read this:
“Do not remember the former things, Nor consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing, Now it shall spring forth; Shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness And rivers in the desert. The beast of the field will honor Me, The jackals and the ostriches, Because I give waters in the wilderness And rivers in the desert, To give drink to My people, My chosen. This people I have formed for Myself; They shall declare My praise.
Isaiah 43:18-21 NKJV
And then This morning as I opened my #Youversion Bible App the screen was on Ezekiel 37:1-14 NKJV
So, I read it and I know it’s for me somehow, I don’t understand it all just yet, however, I do know that in due time I will.